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Monday, September 20, 2010
I'm sick and tired of life :/ Everything's changing. Life is not like the past. How i wish i could turn back time. Don't let me start talking about school. Fake friends and enemies are all surrounding me. I feel like commiting suicide. I got sick thinking of all this problems. My head is spinning real fast. I never felt this way before.. Yes,i talked to my mum and i wished to change school. I can't suffer no more. I'm really going to miss my true friends <3 This is the best way to escape from this misery. I'll travel as far as possible to school. I just want to be far away from Katong Convent. Hatred are hated. I kept it to myself for so long. And i can't bear keeping it anymore. I just need that one person who understands my situation. My parents are too buzy. Hari Raya this year is so not a blast. FML. Well,i should stop. My tears are dry. I can't resist suffering anymore. There's much more shit happening but i'm not going to post it today. Maybe some other. Everytime i cry,my heart hurts. I went check up and the doc said that my heart is full of sorrow. My heart is in a bad condition. Hilya,Nicole,Vanessa. Are you happy now? That's what you wanted. There you got it. Maybe i won't be able to live long. Maybe i will if i'm strong enough. Tyvm babes. I appreciate what you have been doing till my heart aches. If i die,i'll blame you. Maybe not. I'm nice enough to forgive you. Just remember you caused everything. I'm really tired of living. _|_ my life. I'm staying at home for a day cause the doc asked me too. Hmmmphf :/ Please,i want my old life back. I want my true friends back. Fuckthosehaters,i swear. I may not be like what you babes think. But i am who i am. God created me. Don't judge me. Judge yourself before judging others. Please uh. Don't judge me through the outside. I'm really naize if you know me. Wait,i thought you guys knew it. We've been through alotttt. You know my attitude already shouldn't you? I was once close to you guys and when your in pain,i tried my best to help you out of the situation. You seem to forget that. You think of the bad ones instead of the good ones. Well,don't forget we've been through life together for six years. And just because of a silly mistake,you want to become enemies then go on. I'm not going to stop you from what you're doing. It's your life. And if you think your cool by doing so then your so wrong.
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